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Sunday, December 6, 2020

 My body has been

Against me all of my life

Ugliness, fear, pain 

1 comment:

  1. What to say? Is there more to your post??? 3 lines of anguish and no more? I want to know more. I dont want to leave it at this>? And most weird of all, I dreamt of you last night. Am sure it was becuase I checked out the Beatles zoom. I did not listen long - it was chaotic and I did not find you in there. I was was not surprised when I remembered your appearance in my dream. (A good writer would know how to avoid overuse of "I") No psychic tendrils reached out to me. You were not coming back to St. Louis. And then I stumble across your blog! I should not reach out for fear of boundary violating. I know a little of your pain from what you told me of your past. Fear haunts many of us but you are one of the bravest I have every known. You venture boldly into the outer and inner world, fear be damned. But ugliness?!??!?!! As you once said of yourself, you are the bitchinest babe I have ever known. Your beauty goes all the way to the marrow of your bones. Give me a fucking break on that ugliness shit. Give me a call if you need to. lty

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